I have been abandoned in the suburbs with my kids.... I am out of money. I have a little silver jewelry to sale. I have nothing to do, ugh. I am beside myself. I guess even if I did have something to do I don't have any money, so I wouldn't be able to do it anyways. I guess I could try to sale the rest of the silver jewelry that would provide me with something to do and the hopes of having some money. I think that I have exhausted my sources, so that just leaves me with selling it to strangers, UGH, UGH!!! If anyone out there is reading this, send me an email if you want to buy any silver jewelry.

Here I am in the suburbs... not knowing what to do.

If I could pick I would stay here knowing that TML would be here in a couple of days and that me, the kids and him would be all together.

That isn't what is going on....

So I am confused and responsible for 2 beautiful young children.

As of this moment my plan is to head back to Zihua with my kids, study to get my real estate broker stuff and to be back here in the suburbs by the first day of kindergarten for Tarzan

Money is an issue when it comes to everything.. to fly here and there and everywhere isn't an option.

Or the kids and I could just be here in the suburbs and I could go get a serving job and get some money saved and just stay here, and be here, but there is TML.

So life.

over the last year i have be come a very lazy blogger and for no other reason then i can't seem to get me shit together. in the last year there have been a million different things to blog about. i enjoy blogging and want to be blogging... so at this moment i am back in sherwood oregon for little more then a week. I am hoping to get my thoughts organized and return to being a regular blogger.