The diffrence between being hurt and mad. I think we are rarely mad at the people we care about, chances we are that we our hurt by there choices. I spend very little time in the states, and this last year I was hurt by a handful of people that couldn't make time for the kids and I.... for mostly selfish reason.

I am going to load up the kids and move back to the states, live in a RV in a trailer park and try out being straight up trailer trash, just for a little bit. how does that sound for starting all over. See you all know later then febuary.