My life here in Zihua isn’t bad, I work about 15 hrs a week, TML works about 30. So between the two of us we have a full time job. Tarzan goes to a little bit of school and Benny is always with one of the 2 of us.
My problem is that I am bored and there are things that I want and want to do. So if I make the decision to relocate this family and go back to the states, then I am going to have to work, not 15 hrs but more like 50 hrs a week. Is that going to make me a bad mom if I take a couple of years or more and work really hard to save money to do things that might seem selfish or out of the norm.
Since there is still a certain amount of want in me, and I think more then enough drive in me to be successful at whatever I choose to do. I am setting up goals and making plans to relocate back to the states to work, work, work, and save. Because I still have wants and I don’t want a bunch of regrets. So instead of taking the backseat to my dreams I am going to take the initiative to obtain the things that I want.
I like to work and I am a good worker and I am ready to be doing it full bore. I have had allot more time with my kids then most people get and since Tarzan was born I haven’t done anything but make sacrifices to be his mom. Benny is only a year old so he will get the runt of my wanting to go back to work.
I am unsure exactly what TML plans for the future are, one day he is coming with us and then next day he isn’t. He hasn’t taken any of the steps to do the things he will need to do come along with the kids and I. So we will see. I hope he chooses to come with us.
The first step in the things I am going to do is get me real estates license for Oregon… one step at a time….
My problem is that I am bored and there are things that I want and want to do. So if I make the decision to relocate this family and go back to the states, then I am going to have to work, not 15 hrs but more like 50 hrs a week. Is that going to make me a bad mom if I take a couple of years or more and work really hard to save money to do things that might seem selfish or out of the norm.
Since there is still a certain amount of want in me, and I think more then enough drive in me to be successful at whatever I choose to do. I am setting up goals and making plans to relocate back to the states to work, work, work, and save. Because I still have wants and I don’t want a bunch of regrets. So instead of taking the backseat to my dreams I am going to take the initiative to obtain the things that I want.
I like to work and I am a good worker and I am ready to be doing it full bore. I have had allot more time with my kids then most people get and since Tarzan was born I haven’t done anything but make sacrifices to be his mom. Benny is only a year old so he will get the runt of my wanting to go back to work.
I am unsure exactly what TML plans for the future are, one day he is coming with us and then next day he isn’t. He hasn’t taken any of the steps to do the things he will need to do come along with the kids and I. So we will see. I hope he chooses to come with us.
The first step in the things I am going to do is get me real estates license for Oregon… one step at a time….
