Therapy is probably what I need... I guess I have issues with men, because of my dad, my brother, and past relationships. Who the fuck knows!
What happens when you fall in love with someones potential... Nothing, because there potential is just what they could achieve. Not what is going on. It is to bad. It is like that saying you can bring a horse to water but you can't make it drink. TML is a smart polite guy, and that seems to be it. He doesn't want to make plans for the future, he is unmotivated. He is content with just getting by.
When the kids and I left Zihua this is how TML spend his day. He would wake up around 11 shower and go eat breakfast with his family. 12 go and work with his brother or hangout in the office with his family, or hangout with his brother. I am not sure to understand what was going on there would involve communication. At 3 go to the gym.. for about 2 hrs. Around 5 come home and eat with the kids and I. Then take another shower after he laid around for awhile by himself, because the kids and I would have to go to karate practice most days of the week. Then take another shower and go to the bar from 7 until whenever. Not a lot of time for the kids and I.
I miss TML more then anything in the world... and I guess I am just trying to remind myself of why I left. His choices since we have been gone, show reassure myself that I probably made the right choice.
What happens when you fall in love with someones potential... Nothing, because there potential is just what they could achieve. Not what is going on. It is to bad. It is like that saying you can bring a horse to water but you can't make it drink. TML is a smart polite guy, and that seems to be it. He doesn't want to make plans for the future, he is unmotivated. He is content with just getting by.
When the kids and I left Zihua this is how TML spend his day. He would wake up around 11 shower and go eat breakfast with his family. 12 go and work with his brother or hangout in the office with his family, or hangout with his brother. I am not sure to understand what was going on there would involve communication. At 3 go to the gym.. for about 2 hrs. Around 5 come home and eat with the kids and I. Then take another shower after he laid around for awhile by himself, because the kids and I would have to go to karate practice most days of the week. Then take another shower and go to the bar from 7 until whenever. Not a lot of time for the kids and I.
I miss TML more then anything in the world... and I guess I am just trying to remind myself of why I left. His choices since we have been gone, show reassure myself that I probably made the right choice.
