I know that I don't want to be in Mexico.. that trip has ran its course, over and over again, and I am more then over it. I miss TML and that is it, there is absolutely know desire to be there.
So I am here, this is where I want to be. I am doing the things that I want to do and I have already started achieving some of the goals that I have set up for myself in a rather short period of time. I am back to serving, not so in to that, but I am good at it and it generates money, and that is what I need to achieve any of my other goals. Money, I know that it can't buy you happiness or love, but life seems easier when you have it, or should I say with out the stress of not having it.
In the last couple of days, I have been really contemplating my life. I know the things that make me happy. I need to figure out how the things that make me happy can help make me money. I know that any job or career that I take on I would be very good at it and be able to make it work for me.
I guess I love being around people, talking to interesting people hearing there stories and things about there lives and just knowing the things that people have done to bring them to this point in there lives. I love my kids and doing things with them, I want to be available for them. I like to know about different cultures, and understanding how they live there lifes, the food they eat, there slang, standards of life. I like knowing.
I wish I new a way to make money doing something that involved all or some of these things... 2 days back into being a server I know that I don't want to be doing that forever.
I wish there was an easy solution. I know to do the things I want to do I have to have money, so I have to work to make money.
One of my many goals that I have set up is to get a third language established for my family and I. For the kids it is easy, immersion, done deal. For me it is a little more involved, because I would have to do things like study and take classes and yada yada. But I am game.
I like living as and expat, I am not afraid to live outside of the box. I think that it is possible to do that even with the kids, as long as I keep them close to me and provide them with a world of love. They will turn out to be beautiful people.
I guess what I want to be able to do is live somewhere outside of the USA and become part of the community and learn to live like whomever, and understand there way of living.
The way people talk to each other is so interesting to me, what can be enduring some where can be so offensive to other people.
I guess what I need to be doing right now is stay focused on the plans that I have for this moment, and that means first getting a place for the kids and I. I need to stay focused on my daily goals, and organize my long term goals so I can continue to take the steps I need to, to achieve those goals.
I get so dreamy, it is easy for me to get side tracked.
So I am here, this is where I want to be. I am doing the things that I want to do and I have already started achieving some of the goals that I have set up for myself in a rather short period of time. I am back to serving, not so in to that, but I am good at it and it generates money, and that is what I need to achieve any of my other goals. Money, I know that it can't buy you happiness or love, but life seems easier when you have it, or should I say with out the stress of not having it.
In the last couple of days, I have been really contemplating my life. I know the things that make me happy. I need to figure out how the things that make me happy can help make me money. I know that any job or career that I take on I would be very good at it and be able to make it work for me.
I guess I love being around people, talking to interesting people hearing there stories and things about there lives and just knowing the things that people have done to bring them to this point in there lives. I love my kids and doing things with them, I want to be available for them. I like to know about different cultures, and understanding how they live there lifes, the food they eat, there slang, standards of life. I like knowing.
I wish I new a way to make money doing something that involved all or some of these things... 2 days back into being a server I know that I don't want to be doing that forever.
I wish there was an easy solution. I know to do the things I want to do I have to have money, so I have to work to make money.
One of my many goals that I have set up is to get a third language established for my family and I. For the kids it is easy, immersion, done deal. For me it is a little more involved, because I would have to do things like study and take classes and yada yada. But I am game.
I like living as and expat, I am not afraid to live outside of the box. I think that it is possible to do that even with the kids, as long as I keep them close to me and provide them with a world of love. They will turn out to be beautiful people.
I guess what I want to be able to do is live somewhere outside of the USA and become part of the community and learn to live like whomever, and understand there way of living.
The way people talk to each other is so interesting to me, what can be enduring some where can be so offensive to other people.
I guess what I need to be doing right now is stay focused on the plans that I have for this moment, and that means first getting a place for the kids and I. I need to stay focused on my daily goals, and organize my long term goals so I can continue to take the steps I need to, to achieve those goals.
I get so dreamy, it is easy for me to get side tracked.
