Last night TML and I had a big fight and some very unfriendly things came out of his mouth. That is how he deals with any kind of argument, by saying hurtful things and then later acting like nothing is wrong. I don’t know how much more I can take or even how much more I am willing to put up with. I am in a really difficult situation. I am 2 and half months pregnant with my second child. And after the experience with Tarzans biological father I really don’t have any faith in the idea that people in general know how to act. I don’t want this blog to be a forum for me to complain about, but I have know idea how I am suppose to handle this situation.
I feel bad for my houseguest and my good friend Rai who have to hear me vent. Rai suggested counseling, but we live in Mexico so I can only imagine how that might possible go. The counselor would look at me a say politely “señora, do you not understand your place, you are suppose to bow down and let your husband walk all over and take advantage of you and you are suppose to treat him like his is some kind of a god.” I am very American; So I don’t know how well this would go over with me. I like to think that I am a very strong American woman. So will this be my downfall. I don’t think so.
I feel bad for my houseguest and my good friend Rai who have to hear me vent. Rai suggested counseling, but we live in Mexico so I can only imagine how that might possible go. The counselor would look at me a say politely “señora, do you not understand your place, you are suppose to bow down and let your husband walk all over and take advantage of you and you are suppose to treat him like his is some kind of a god.” I am very American; So I don’t know how well this would go over with me. I like to think that I am a very strong American woman. So will this be my downfall. I don’t think so.
